depressed as fuck

Shed&Breakfest

Shed&Breakfest

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ODanksta said:
I fight depression myself daily.. I started threads myself about my depression, addiction and even started a suicidal thread once long long ago.. They didn't end up filled with hatred like this thread did, but it's probably because everybody knows me here.. We are a big family on RIU and unfortunately TnT is where we talk shit. RIU is way different then other forums.. I suggest getting a job like waiting tables or bartending surround yourself with hot chics, always works for me.. the trick is to stay active
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staying active is indeed the trick... once i was done with what i could do with the plants is then when i started freakin out... having an idle mind is what gets me into trouble
 
Shed&Breakfest

Shed&Breakfest

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tytheguy111 said:
yeah and after 4 almost consecutive grows im finding out what i did wrong and what some of the sings are that shits going south

i suggest you print off a leaf guide that shows you different problems and what the leafs look like with those problems





this is a good one but i found one that showed what non nute problems where too
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LMFAO i have this saved on my comp... cus i was googling for it so much
 
Shed&Breakfest

Shed&Breakfest

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vro said:
i know, i hate this shit i dont even feel real all day. my dick doesnt even work anymore and im 20, i dont know what its going to be like when im 60. this situation im in is super toxic, i used to live with this guy that ate 80mg of kpins in 1 day. i shit you not the guy swallowed 160 .5s at once, i thought he was going to die. then in the come down all he did was smoke heroin for a week straight. before that i grew with a guy in cali but it didnt work out well every where i go ive been getting fucked
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ya thats a toxic situation. did his usage make you feel the need to use too?
 
mr sunshine

mr sunshine

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tytheguy111 said:
im post 92 and i aint lazy as fuck

i get up at 4:30 rain or shine

dont matter if i went to bed at 4:00

i wake up at 4:30 and feed my animals

then go to the shed and start butchering dem cows

then i take some of the cow bones to the dog shelter (they fucking love it)

and then i go about my day hauling meats n shit

then i spend the rest of it doing ty related activities like jerking off and getting drunk or buzzed

quite fun until i start collage or join the force of air then ill have to get a full nights sleep and not do fun shit
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Anybody that calls the airforce the force of air, doesn't get into the airforce. stop talking all that fugazi!
 
tytheguy111

tytheguy111

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mr sunshine said:
Anybody that calls the airforce the force of air, doesn't get into the airforce. stop talking all that fugazi!
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wow well thanks for reading my whole post lol

i have a feeling most people dont they just skim thru it lmao

and yeah i only speak Merican idk what fruity type of hell hole your from!!!
 
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GrowUrOwnDank

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Shed&Breakfest said:
so i finally got my medical licence about 5 months ago. and the last year (2014) really sucked because i had to wait all year to get my medical licence. and now that i've had it since November(2014) its felt nice to get back into things. But ive been waiting to get my bubble buckets going but its just when one things after another...

first my doctor who subscribed me; died a week after seeing him last... which in of its self isn't that bad, just sort of sad. Then it takes me months to get a female from feminized seeds. which in of its self is to be expected... shit doesn't happened over night after all. Then my soil starts to go and since its been almost two years since i've grown anything im wicked rusty and the plants starts to get sick. then the ph in the soil get all of out wack and its takes me a month to order some dolomite lime. now that i have it, i have a plant that is perfect ph wise but some how and this is what drives me crazy because i put the SAME amount of lime for each plant YET one plant is at 8.0 ph and the other is at a 6.8... WTF?!?!?

just the worst luck ever... in my mind. and now today to find out i lost 3 clones that i've been waiting weeks to root have been lost to white & black mold... apparently my cloning bucket's sprayers are too high out of the water and its keeping the rockwool cubes soaked... im so fucked its not even funny... and all the while i have school loans breathing down my throat and bills and everything else and this is my only income... just feeling so defeated... all i wanna do i get my fucking shitty loans paid off so i can move to colorado and get a key badge... but i can't do that until i get out of debt.... life is such a shitty wheel of fuck

so all in all be happy your not me
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Wow dude. It totally sux to be you. I work a none to five Monday through Friday, but Friday night I pick up a half gallon of whiskey and at least 3 4 packs of beer for the weekend. I generally do some stuff around the house. Spent Subday cutting down a tree for fire wood next winter. Gotta bunch of brick left over from redoing my fireplace last Ssunday and GONNA build a grill. Saturday we went out for a 5 star breakfast and Sunday a 5 star Mexican Cantina. Oh and I drove my ground up vintage resto of my 63. It was really sweet. Right now I'm vaping a little lemon skunk to get ready for some sleep. Tomorrow I will go to work and do little to nothing and play with my phone all day. Wife is going to visit Saturday and I get a day at home to myself. YAY!

I'm a straight up livin the "BOSS" life. Sorry dude. Your life just sux man. I dunno about all that man. Hard to even imagine really.
 
bu$hleaguer

bu$hleaguer

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Don't know why I didn't think of this before man, but if you're looking for a little extra money to get yourself started, I may know a guy who can help get you on your feet.

You may have to do some stuff you may not like, but you may also find that you like it, you were meant for it, and find something out about yourself along the way.

Do you think you'd get down and gag on some bum cock? How about lick a sweaty trucker's asshole? Like I said, holler back and I'll see if I can't get you some flow.
 
BarnBuster

BarnBuster

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panhead said:
Man you kids really need to look at life as a long haul , if you dont pay taxes wtf are you gonna do for cash when you retire ?

Next year you'll be 60 just wait n see , ask any other old stoner here & they'll say the same , its a blink of an eye & your old .
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This is no shit, guy. You need to suck it up get some kind of real job that puts normalcy into your life and get some cash built up. You know how many get rich schemes I've heard people talk about here and IRL? I called them junkie dreams.
 
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