What up guys.. Been lurkin abit. Seems like im in a pool of depression right now. I dont trust my gf.. Caught her texting some guy at her work with all the sweet talk of a girl looking for attention.. Ontop of alot of other bs and shit talking about me.. When did i get a spine like a rainworm?
My knee is still fucked and ive been told i have jumpers knee and the fix for now will be a "blockage" some form of anti pain lliquid getting shot in round the knee with a needle. That's a week from now. Cant say im thrilled. Seems like its a quick fix and then when i use my knee i might not feel pain but it will get swollen anyway and then in 6 months its done and i can get a new quick fix :/
Ontop of that i will have to seek jobs now where i wont have to use my knee. No chance of good income there when i dont have a higher education. I dont want to sit in a supermarket listening to: Beep, beep, beep. Last chance is me getting the doctor to sign me as having a handicap great enough for me to get financial aid while i go to school. With my luck lately and all the problems ive had i think its a long shot.
Made some lemon bho and im feeling it now.
Still have problems with mites but im trying to keep them in check. I really need to fix my room. Ducting is loose and carbon filter is not attached right. Smell of Lemon Skunk all over :/ Height of lamps are off.. Hawaiian Snow is taking over. Need to make a new veg area for my clones and the important shark schok cbd.
Had a good coversation with my sister earlier and found out shes smoking hash to stop from crying and getting some sleep. Her dad, my stepdad. Is dying from cancer and she is dealing with it pretty much alone. They live together in the town i grew up in. Shes 19. Wish i were there for her more, ive been caught up in my own missery i haven even called her for 2 weeks
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Dr. yo setup looks super nice. Wish i was as handy as you or whodat or etc...
Sry to hear about all the physical problems. Nothing works like cannabis. Oh funny thing the oil i use on my knee is cannabis and coconut oil and today i ran over some article about women and 15min climax rubbing the oil inside
Makes the freak in me wanna grab a wank.. But im in no mood :/ FML!
Stay great guys!