I'm not saying don't help people, I'm glad you do, many don't. But I've got an illness too, and your philosophy is to have others subsidized, that's your business. Mines always been to be fair. Different strokes and all that. I don't have any patients at this time, but I've given out and will in the future the fruits from my harvest.
I've been to enough "clubs", even helped form one which was nothing but a greed factory of which I'm glad I discontinued my associations with those folks. I've joined enough places before I started growing for when my caregiver was out. I saw the prices, shit I paid them. Literally joined a handful of these places, prices were pretty much the same, it's market driven and you know that.
Once one starts growing you realize how much the markup is. To act as if there isn't money and everyone's doing it for "compassion" again is full of shit. There is an economic incentive. I know the price of an ounce grown in my closet, it ain't $200, and neither is anyone selling it at that rate (myself included).