giver of care

It looks like financially I won't be able to put together a decent grow for awhile. Gonna do my nest with what I have for now but anyway, it's been 3 months since I had a harvest and tbh I used most of it to pay my bills. We can't afford dispensary prices anymore, so I was wondering if anyone had room for an extra patient for awhile. Not looking for freebies, just a discount while I work on getting things together here. If noone is interested it will be ok, I won't be butthurt. But all this time getting by on 1.3 gram 20 bags does make me butthurt. And before someone tells me " just go without", it really isn't an option. It is what it is but I HAVE to be on some sort of antidepressant and cannabis is what works for me without all the wonky side effects.
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What are you lacking for decent grow?

I don't have a light to flower with, was supposed to borrow one from my buddy now he is being wierd about it. I gotta get a couple more t5ho bulbs, (they all got broke in move), some neem oil. I think I could get away with not aircooling the room bC I have a 6300 btu window a/c in there but yield might be skimpy due to minimal co2.(i now know window a/cs do not bring in fresh air..der) I have a real nice Hbg perc I was gonna trade a guy on cl for a light but he wants to meet too far away I just dont trust my car to make it.( OH and had very strange cl experience recently, really turned me off of it)

I started with the 6 packs of cfls from walmart for $0.94 for a 6 pack, and $0.57 for a 3 pack. yeah they dont last forever but they will make it though a grow. If you now how to grow, there should be no problem getting yeaild form cfl's

Maybe youre right man, just feeling real down bc I had my shit rockin and now i don't have shit lol guess thats life.

Well man, I have had a 100 (yeah hundred not thousand)watt HPS kit laying around for some time. it'd only do one decent plant maybe two pygmys for your flower. I'd jump all over the patient thing but I'm actually stuck in a stop gap right now myself. the clouds clear in october about mid way. Best I can offer you right now is the 100 watt HPS. There is a bulb in it but I wouldn't use it. you can't get hortilux or anything but the home depot bulbs for it that I can find. it isn't cooled, its entirely enclosed so the thing is heavy to hang but the one perk is it comes with removable protective glass....and its free. It does hold some sentimental value for me-it was my first HID for my first closet grow in like 01'. Wish I could do more but other then a sad clone and this sad little ight I'm tapped out. IF I'm remembering you're in the Jackson area roughly, that close? I live in jackson, if we're close by I might be able to help out some more when things roll for me again. lemme know if you're into the light or not.

If the depression is bad enough to HAVE to be smoking constantly, then make shit happen. You could easily set up a grow from the proceeds of selling a computer or laptop, or various household goods. A grow can be setup for pittance if required.

I pulled 3+ oz off a plant with 157w worth of CFL's it's a pretty cheap setup.. They aren't prectical for a big grow but good enough for one or 2 nice plants.. (if you really enjoy growing it's definitely better than nothing) plus it's fun to slap a pic up in the face of the naysayers agqainst cfl's lol.

Fuck I hate getting on here on a phone. As far as having to smoke all day, that isn't really the case I need to smoke everyday, just a couple bowls. The depression is real and something that I have to deal with daily but cannabis keeps me from sinking wayyy down to where it used to be when I was a kid and would have to go to the looney bin for it. As for selling something to get a setup, everything was sold to pay sec dep/first months rent here. The last few months has been a series of unfortunate events, but the old lady will be done with school and starting her new job in about 8 weeka so then we can start saving for a good setup again. Thanks so much to everyone who replied I appreciate the input, looks like I will try to flower under these t5hos and maybe veg under cfls.

You are typing on a computer...

I have suffered suicidal depression for a decade now, weed was also the only thing that would keep it in check. If it is that important then you will make things happens. I cannot put it any simpler than that. Paper round, washing a car or two, mowing someones lawn, trimming their hedge, painting, begging. aNything is possible and hell, a couple of CFL's are not that expensive.

If your depression is as bad as it sounds then you would make things happen, as i was forced to as i was equally unable to pay the street prices. At times i was having to hold 3 jobs working upto 70 hours a week, not just sit there. I notice that you say a "good setup" for now a good setup is not viable, so settle with a mediocre setup, it will still produce you some bud.

If it's as important as you say you'd be making things happen, not just hoping someone will be generous and do it for you. From someone who has experienced depresssion to the degree that i have, i am finding it hard to find sympathy. MAKE IT HAPPEN

Wow fuck rollitup on a phone, just typed some long shit twice and it wouldnt post. Ill try again in a min

And sorry, you are typing here on a phone, i'm fairly confident you could sell that phone to fund a cfl grow if it's capable of interwibble and forums. sell your fancy phone and get a nokia 3310 off ebay for a couple of bucks.

What do you all need to make this GROW happen, I am sure we can round up are Extra equipment and get you growing, The power bill is on you.

I know you dont know my situation tip top but currently those are things we are doing to make ends meet, I am a stay at home dad right now and do odd jobs on the side. Yes even put an ad up on cl and dod odd jobs for strangers. (And i do mean strange)Im allowed 36 plants and am used to 1000 watts or bigger, and I specificallu did NOT ask for freebies, just maybe a homey wants to.grow another 12 plants and could sell me an O for 180 every month while I get these other 24 going.

Old ladies phone bud i tell ya i got nothin besidea my perc whoch has alreasy been on cl multiple times

And im sorry if it came off like i wanted someone else to do this for me, if you knew me personally y you would see that was not the case
I should edit.the original post to "patient looking for caregiver" and leave it at that

Fattie, what area are you located in approximately?

Half hour south o jackson

$180 for a oz. thats alot , you should beable to find a caregiver that will hook you up with $100-$150 for some good meds. my freind that is a caregiver gives the first oz for free(for the right to have your 12 plants) every month, than charges $200 for every oz after that for the month.
and the other caregiver i know charges $100 for the first and $150 after that.
I can ask if they want another pateint

ok, pm me. I have a 400watt iron ballast (no case, needs to wired) in the box and a 6 count hydro setup with pumps and pretty much everything that you can have. I'm in Oakland county, if your willing to drive to me you can take the stuff. I'm not going to be using it.